Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary.

- Edgar Allan Poe

i'm currently bleeding.

hi, i like my cat quite much.
i have a cold, & i hate school.
my birthday is thursday. i only care because i'm finally of the age to drive & get a job.

Birdsong

 I feel odd & strange, not in a bad way.. or maybe. I truly don't care nor do I mind.

I have become much of a slacker but have I become more satisfied? Yes. Not with myself but with my surroundings. I don't necessarily want to grow up, as I thought I did, but sometimes I just deal with it. Other days, I cry in my mothers shoulder begging her to never die. She thinks I'm being so emotional because I'm lonely. I don't think it's that, I think I'm just changing... into a more happy person. Things are more appealing to me. People, objects, animals, dust, insects, coffee mugs, just everything appears lovely as of current.

Now to just do homework at school... hmm.

Also, I have one more session with my therapist. She is very nice but I don't like talking about how I feel so I've asked to end the therapy and it will happen.

Now I'm going to get dressed.

I'm going to go and meet my darling.

scarlet skies, rain, wind, & rainbows.

i have been having such a horrible days.

i want nothing but to be alone with my cat.

lullabies at dawn's break.

wake up

wake     up

look around you the stars are sad

smile and dance

make those sad sad stars

happy.

love under the grass and the moon

take that   helmet    off
let         wandering thoughts            wonder inside
they will            not         hurt  you
they can  only do well

just accept the ivory
perhaps it's poisoned
but then perhaps            its not.

photo mix 2

Currently my favorite.

I ♥ LOU

nothing but the best